REPENTANCE, MUSIC and REVIVAL -Benjamin M. To be honest I'm not sure what to say except to tell you what is happening with myself and a small group of artists here in the States. A little about myself: My name is Benjamin and I live in Waterloo, IA. I am a musician/artist by night and a Marketing Director for a software company by day. I'm the oldest of 8 children raised by parents that have never waivered in their walk with God sinced they came to know the Lord during the Jesus Movement in CA. Through a serious of events over a period of 4 years I made a committment to the Lord when I was 21, and it was then that I first read the "Sons of Thunder" prophecy. [NOTE: This is the prophecy that can be found at the bottom of www.revivalschool.com - which speaks of God using MUSIC mightily in the coming Revival - ed.] I was leading worship in a small church and the drummer (a good friend of mine since I was 5, his name is Nate) gave me the article from Morningstar Journal and insisted I read it. I read it in a church parking lot by myself in a van and was extremely moved by the Holy Spirit. I wept and told the Lord that if this was real, I wanted to be part of it at any cost. At around the same time Nate introduced me to another worship leader in the area named Jonathon. We have remained friends for 9 years now. Nate and Jonathon have continued playing music full time in various bands and other ventures whereas God pulled me out of full-time music and has blessed me extensively in the business world. I still play music, mostly late into the night by myself 2 or 3 times a month. For 9 years Nate, Jon and I have discussed the dream/vision that James Ryle had periodically. About 8 months ago Jonathan and I had a very intense discussion about it again because we felt that part of the reason we haven't seen that anointing released yet is because we musicians and artists have not been seeking Jesus and haven't been asking Him for it (We have not made it to the "Stone" yet... to quote the prophecy). So we made a commitment together to start to seek God for this music. About 5 years ago Jonathon started a small artist collective consisting of artists from almost every medium (-basically a bunch of "Davids" in the wilderness). This group has grown to about 80 people and they put on a small conference every year. This year the conference was in Indiana at a campground, and on a whim I brought my music gear (guitars, pedals, samplers etc). For the session the second day the speaker asked Jonathan, Nate, myself and another musician who plays sitar to open the session with music. We have not played together in years so we just set up our gear and went for it. We just started improvising and the Lord really anointed what we were doing. In that session it was just instrumental music without any vocals. For the session on the 3rd day they cancelled the previous plans for the worship time and asked us to play again. And again the Lord really anointed the music. About 15 minutes into the session I noticed Jonathon singing so I handed him a mic that I had running into my samplers. I then recorded what he was singing live and my intention was to loop some of the things he was singing and play them back. I don't know how to explain technically what happened next but basically the only way I can say it is Jesus took over my sampling equipment and looped just a few phrases that Jonathon was singing which ended up being just a really simple song to the Lord. The loop just kept repeating and I was so stunned and overwhelmed I just stopped playing and got on my knees. The loop just kept playing over some cello type things I had sampled live before and it ended up with none of us playing for the next 30 minutes. Just Jonathon's simple song looping over and over. It was SO POWERFUL, most of the people in the room were in tears. Several times I reached to turn the sample down and both times the leaders that were there asked me to keep it going. Fast forward 2 months from the time of the conference (3 weeks ago) and a young man I've known for quite a while gave me a call to see if I wanted to play some music with him. His name is Ethan. I met Ethan at a concert about 3 years ago and when I met him the Lord showed me that he had an amazing musical gift and a call of God on his life. From the time I met him until now I've tried many times to talk with him about the Lord and what God is going to do with music and I've never been able to get thru at all. Ethan grew up in chuch but became disallusioned and has not walked closely with the Lord since. As we were playing that night I started to go thru my banks of samples to find something we had been working on and I played the sample I had recorded from the conference with Jonathan singing... it only played for about 5 seconds and I moved to the next sample trying to find what I was looking for. Ethan stopped me and said "WHAT was that?" I explained it was a moment I had captured live at an artist conference I went to. He asked me to play it again, so I let it play. The anointing was still just as strong on that sample as it was when it happened live. Ethan was so overcome, he said "That is so simple, yet is one of the most powerful things I have ever heard." He was almost in tears, obviously moved by the Lord (he is a very emotionaly gaurded person). I then was able to share with him what the Lord was going to do with music and many other things for the first time since I've known him. Now back to the conference. After the first session we played, the main conference speaker came up to me and asked if we had ever done any recordings of the type of music we played that day. I said no. He then offered to pay for us to do an album. So we are headed out to Vermont in June to spend time for a week seeking Jesus and recording some music. I often vehemently research music, musicians and music history. And I stumbled onto some things several years ago that we are going to use as a blueprint for the Vermont sessions. I have been extremely interested in the idea of what the church would call "prophetic music" or what the secular world would label "improvisational music", and I have often felt that this was a key to the new sound God is going to release. Several years ago I got into Miles Davis. I read and listened to almost everything I could that had his name on it. Through Miles I then started looking into John Coltrane. (If you are not familiar with these 2 musicians I apologize, they are 2 of the most significant giants in jazz music). While Miles Davis was extremely dark, both his music and everything I read about him, John Coltrane was different. I found out that John's grandmother followed Jesus and told John that he had a gift to play music and he was to use if for the Lord's purpose. John Coltrane got involved in the jazz scene in New York and subsequently became a raving heroin addict while playing with Miles Davis. Then sometime after leaving the Miles Davis group he had an encounter with God and wrote an album called "A Love Supreme" which he called his "Love Song to God". After recording this album John become interested in "receiving music from God" vs. writing/composing music. He then recorded an album called "Ascension" which is a completely improvised piece of music about 35 minutes long. The rumor is that he would lock himself and the musicians that he was playing with in a room and they would pray until they felt like God had "released" them to play. To me this is exremely fascinating as John Coltrane is considered one of the best all-time jazz composers/writers/players (the record "A Love Supreme" is often considered to be the best jazz album ever written with the possible exception of "Kind of Blue" by Miles Davis), and he basically threw it all in the trash to try and get music from heaven. In Vermont we are going to spend the beginning of each day seeking Jesus in prayer and meditation in the Word until we feel a release to play and record and hopefully He'll beautifully wreck us and give us a taste of what is to come. My father has been a student of revival for years (he has an enormous library of rare books and tapes/reel-to-reels) and by default I have learned quite a lot from him that parallels the things you speak of... I'm amazed by the things in your article that are resonating strongly in my life right now. Your quote "As I have said, the 'Davids' will almost always feel like misfits in the current church set-up"... describes me perfectly. However, recently God has dealt strongly with me in regard to bitterness/resentment that has led to a certain level of rebellion in my life. Anyway, I know I've rambled quite a bit... I apologize. I do have one question: Have you or anyone you know recieved any revelation on the relationship of prophetic music to the Sons of Thunder dream/vision? --------------------------------- ONLINE PRAYER Meeting TONIGHT!: There will be a Prayer Meeting in the 'Prayer' Chatroom at "Revivalschool.com" tonight at the usual time. God's presence is often very real in these prayer times. Please join us! -TIME- Tonight (Friday) at 9:00pm EASTERN or 6:00pm PACIFIC (-USA). (-I believe that is 2:00am GMT). Here is the website to go to:- http://www.revivalschool.com ]